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i hate me
 abnrmlpollution - (sporks_of_doom)
 
04:20am 30/11/2007
 
 
Jenn-ocide posting in The Abnormal Pollution Poetry Com
okay, here's the real deal. this is me in my emo days (seven years ago):

mood: blahblah
music: what, me worry? by st. vincent
 
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i'm sad that i'm happy
 abnrmlpollution - (sporks_of_doom)
 
06:08am 16/11/2007
 
 
Jenn-ocide posting in The Abnormal Pollution Poetry Com
i'm sad that i'm happy,
that i can smile.
i want to slice away this grin
from my lips, kiss
the blood that flows from
my mouth, like lies from the government's mouth.
i want to break these feet
that freely skip down the road, broken glass
cutting into the souls of my shoes,
not even reaching my flesh.
damn you,
damn all of you.
i hate the way my heart skips
in my chest when i think
about the future, claw it out,
i don't need that muscles that only bleeds out
joy and mirth.

the sorrow in my soul is lonely,  alone - abandoned
by me.
i can't see the face of my pain in the
mirror anymore.
i can't feel the sting of the world's dark hunt for
my pathetic soul any more.
what did i do to
deserve this?
mood: amusedamused
music: give and take from Cowboy Bebop
tags: epoem
 
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rotted kisses
 abnrmlpollution - (sporks_of_doom)
 
06:01am 16/11/2007
 
 
Jenn-ocide posting in The Abnormal Pollution Poetry Com
this kiss rots on
my frigid lips, no
room for the love you tear me
with in my twisted soul.
your kisses make my flesh burn
and fall away.
welcome to my pain,
my bitter world full
of darkness and
betrayed faith.
welcome to my silent
hatred
and self-deprecation, shining
in the night like silver
blades of angry words, ripping into me -
ripping into you.
ripping us apart.
rip, rip, rip.
listen to my blood drop to the
ground with my expectations of your
so-called love.
love can't bloom in the darkness,
it can only mold.
mood: silly headsilly head
music: faith restored by evergrey
tags: epoem, love?
 
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stacey vs cheese
 abnrmlpollution - (sporks_of_doom)
 
07:46am 30/10/2007
 
 
Jenn-ocide posting in The Abnormal Pollution Poetry Com
for brontoscorpio
i hate how u
mock me, lying
there without a care
in the world.
u don't know about
pain or fires or
flunking tests, u don't know
ME.
all u do is sit there and
people love u, eat u like
a fortune cookie,
like a gift from God or something.
i try to be better than u,
cheese,
try to as popular as u,
as nice-smelling, whatever.
i don't understand why so many people
keep eating u, growing FAT
from your torn hide,
u fitting perfectly into their
greedy intestines.
i HATE u.
why can't they want me like
they want you, like they
covet you?
grinning greedily with cheese sticking
to their rotted teeth.
whatever, i don't need you...

i don't need anybody...
mood: groggygroggy
music: maar dala - devdas soundtrack
 
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prompt 1: cheese
 abnrmlpollution - (sporks_of_doom)
 
07:43am 30/10/2007
 
 
Jenn-ocide posting in The Abnormal Pollution Poetry Com
yay, it's a prompt...so do it...me ^.^ hahaha, we have so much fun.

anyway, cheese.

that's what you gotta write about. cheese.
music: robots (humans are dead) - flight of the conchords
tags: cheese, p1
 
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we all die in darkness (4th of July)
 abnrmlpollution - (sporks_of_doom)
 
07:36am 30/10/2007
 
 
Jenn-ocide posting in The Abnormal Pollution Poetry Com
their bodies explode against the darkness,
like the flashes of love against the bitter
blackness of my heart.
their dust floats in the air,
only illuminated when other flashes sparkle and fade
into obscurity.
each color, each glimmer, dies
in the hot, uncaring sky.
children laugh at their agony.
people clap their hands at
each explosion, as if it were a bomb
going to kill the joy of humanity.
i can't stop the tears that rip
out of my slit eyes,
i can't help but feel like the stars
are crying, too.
they watch as fire burns below them,
burning their souls with hatred.

go ahead, celebrate your "independance",
even though
your soul isn't free from that hot blackness that
steals all of your light,
and claws at your happiness.
watch your love explode far away and be
swallowed into that thick darkness.
we'll never
be liberated.
we all die in darkness.
mood: accomplishedaccomplished
music: robots (humans are dead) - flight of the conchords
tags: epoem
 
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